BRICKS & BLOCKS

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STICKS AND STONES

''I TRIED TO SLEEP AWAY MY DAYS AND MOVIES OVER THE NIGHTS''. 
For broken hearts bleed and red floods!!!
Do not tell me this feeling hurts less than circumcision
A little one I was only with fears beyond my imagination,
That even finding love was a battle ground and only caused more hurts and scares.
Numbers could not count my falls >> Niagara
Time could not say when pain would end >> Big Ben

 In school, I had forever given up clues to be the 

 smartest

 Because I guess I was just that worthless brat!

 I found my life out numbered by whispering voices, lying tongues,

 broken hearts, awkward moments, pointing fingers and no love.

 I am a reflection of the wrong answer on my answer sheet which I tried to 

 erase because I found the right answer that will not go off

 So I get marked down by my teacher who calls me dumb.

Then I let society tell me what to think and what not to think!

 when I look deeper into the mirror, i'm just another suffering from rejection 

 Drafted on a wrinkled sheet of common paper to be put up for auctioning...

 I live with the knowledge that no one will buy me, for no costumer wants a damaged

commodity.

 Now the taste of pills and drugs don't matter to me no more

 I am sinking in my very own tears sea deep

 Indeed I am truly naked and winter has nothing on me because life has been cold to me

Yet still....

 They say ''it's NEVER THAT SERIOUS'' !!!!

 This has less to do with not understanding me than the world doesn't want me

 So I try to understand why I 'm created or maybe why I'm still alive

 The hard part is pretending I don't see my scares yet, I am fully aware

 Pulling the strands from my hair repeatedly, I sing the Amazing Grace

 Bread of heaven, but where art thou???

 Did he really die for me because this feels like i am dying too
pink.ink.on.paper

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wow this is brilliant (y)
15 April 2014 at 22:06
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